I would really like to lose some fat and gain some muscle mass! I feel weak and it's totally not like me!
In Loving Memory.
Lion Spirit Walker / September 17, 1963 - Dec 30, 2014.
... All with Purpose ...
"It's rare to find a women who hates shopping"
Do you think it is rare to meet someone like me? I certainly do not like shopping....well...up untill now that is..hehehe But, yeah, I went shopping today, and yesterday, and I sort of enjoyed it...so, maybe you are right? I don't know...well I guess I have a little more money, and I am in good shape, so shopping has been nice lately...it's just certain things...like, say...cereal. I will get stuck in the cereal isle for a long while trying to decide which cereal to get and for the best price...LOL
In my way from home to work I saw at the very 6:50 in the morning a full moon in the blue sky, I was meant to take a picture but I ran out of batteries , it was awasome.
Nothing to say... silence is just beautiful
In Loving Memory.
Lion Spirit Walker / September 17, 1963 - Dec 30, 2014.
... All with Purpose ...
My feet are cold. I must clean my apartment and I really don't want too. And I gotta get up to go pee and I don't want too. It's cold!!
What you allow, is what will continue
HEHEHE....LOL, thats how I get sometimes...but, it is actually hot here...hey, and you are in TX, and it's cold? Today was 70 here in NC....crazy! It's going to be in the 70's all week, and winter is Sunday!
But, once you get settled in, and find yourself a nice woman.....maybe, your house will soon to be much warmer
OMG!!! I just realize I'm such a wuzz, I just don't know what to do, but I guess I'll have to deal with it sooner than later. Is it really gonna make me happy or that means I will have even more responsability I wasn't expecting? Why I'm making such a mess with something that may or may have not be real but I'm pretty sure it'll be true? Its not really a big deal, it won't save the world, I won't get any reward from doing so, more work that's for sure, I'll have to read a lot no doubt about it, but it'll be such an honor, unexpected unwanted but an honor a few would want to have and I even wasn't expecting it at all, all I did to deserve that * if its what I'm thinking of* was because I challenged myself.
Darn imagination, I don't know why that person wants to talk to me for real, and all this thoughts, this maybe's , this what if's are killing me, I'm paralyzed, I just don't want to accept it, I'm praying that's not the reason why, I love my life the way it is right now, but if it is the reason then I'll have to accept it, just don't have a choice . Am I have that low self esteem or am I that lazy?
So I take a deep breath and go for it right of the bat, my heart is pounding on my chest for this silly conversation with someone I don't even know .
Later edit: I was right, this is supposed to be good for me, one minute I like the idea, then the next one I totally hate it, that's how I been since I received the good/bad news. What if I'm not good for the task? Why can't I enjoy this moment how its supposed to?
Last edited by mary; December 18th, 2008 at 01:49 AM.
Nothing to say... silence is just beautiful
Thank you very much Lorri, it's not work related but it was a hobbie just for fun and to spend wisely my free time, but now it's not longer a hobbie and has become a responsability. But I'll be fine once I start, I'm such a cry baby, but I will take it like the woman I am now and make the best of it.
Nothing to say... silence is just beautiful
You are very welcome honey and hope things work out ok for you
Does one action start a snowball effect to start a global financial crisis....
Undersea internet cables are cut disrupting around 80% of my country's net traffic but mine is still going strong
)I rock!
Sumedha.
Justified & Ancient.
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My knees ache and I'm tired. Think I'll go to bed.
Night night
Hmm, well, Shadow (our cat) who is right now, is keeping my lap nice and warm while I hang out here on MW!
She is so cute and she's the coolest black cat! I love her so very much!
In Loving Memory.
Lion Spirit Walker / September 17, 1963 - Dec 30, 2014.
... All with Purpose ...
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