The way home

.. a tradition of mine upon the eve of my baby's Birth date ..i tell her the story of her arrival ..tonight while i was preparing dinner she sat up on the bench listening intently as she always does ..smiling aksing her questions. i looked at her intently and told her the most special thing about tomorrow the 15th is that it is a date she herself chose at some stage because the constellations were perfect for her arrival for her unique lessons , this time i "know" she understands a little more ..she is so beautiful ..i can never sleep on the eve of her birth either ..because of our connection in this way ..my labour was already stirring 12 years ago ..although she want born until 9.11 pm on the 15th .. so im a wash of many beautiful emotions yet also many of the past ..ive had spririt visit me remembering with me too tonight and its been one of laughter and tears ,