morsecode for way home
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, December 10th, 2010 at 01:00 PM (1148 Views)
so we have been given the gift of all emotions as a tool to decifering the soul and ones path. so emotions are an enigma machine of some sorts a coded message that we indeed sent out last lifetime and are ourselves receiving the transcript in the now.
following the week after i found out that my ex brother in law has passed over i experienced a deep grief.i have travelled through so many feelings derived from this one feeling , re visited my past by means of photos, thoughts, dreams ..some concious, subconcious and many deliberate. Marco in my every minute ..remembering many times , many conversations, hearing his voice from back then, what did it sound like . what did he say then . what did he look like . what did he look like when he walked.i have sat for hour upon hour remembering, recalling ..feeling..how very sad i have felt in moments this week . and now it is time to learn.from this experience, from the emotion i sent out last life time or maybe the one/s before it.from Marco the entity.this character i myself wrote into my play. the one that this blog is names " my way home ".
( the kitchen light just blew out as i write this and he is near ) i must sleep and i will return.