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  1. Memories of Michael

    Michael has been in my thoughts a lot this past couple of days (he is always there pretty much) but even more so of late.
    While he meant something different to us all, I have felt his energy about my home. It is comforting and also sad. Comforting in that I know he is always with us, but sad that I cannot talk with him each day.
    I have no major insights to write or share, just my own thoughts which I need to put down.

    I got to visit with Michael three times over the ...
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  2. the train

    by , July 29th, 2014 at 09:22 PM (The way home)
    hey. its been a long while time wise .. but believe me it feels just like yesterday my life was turned on its head. I'm still battling depression .. its debilitating .. even looking at that profile pic of when i thought everything was perfect makes me cry right now . Rana i knew has gone.im feeling like I'm in a neither world. floating lost.waiting to come down. both the kids are coping a lot better as we have moved interstate.im not sure i like it here ... but i don't know what i like or don't ...
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  3. Mindfulness

    As I sit outside my office having my lunch, the sun shines, the sky clear and I listen to the sounds of the city. The distant constant hum of city sounds that all cities have. An alarm going off be it a car or a business. A drill from the nearby car shop going. Car horns, engines and brakes screeching as they do when its been a long dusty spell.
    And then I turn my gaze skyward. Clear, pale blue, cloudless. The sun shining brightly for all its might! Three seagulls circling overhead, reminding ...
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  4. Eyes of ice.

    by , June 21st, 2013 at 02:04 PM (The way home)
    nearly 8 months ago I discovered through my husband of 14 years attempt at suicide he'd sexually abused my oldest daughter. I've experienced grief on the deepest levels imaginable. Depression .. And my own want for death ... But through healing. Counselling ... Learning and the unconditional love for my children I'm slowly on my way back ... I'm changed yes ... But a work in motion and I don't expect much anymore.
    Ive lost much trust and instinct through this but i still have some hope through
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  5. I have a new blog

    Hope you like it! A compilation of 4 years worth of writings, plus new stuff!

    www.beyondthedream.co.uk

    ENJOY!
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